Forty-two

twenty-one times two equals 

me plus you

our first forty-two 

times three hundred and sixty-five 

(plus a leap year, there and here)

our days added up and down 

like numbers on a three dimensional 

number line going back and forth, 

this way and that, and back again, 

a sort of double helix that comes 

and then goes, 

twists and turns, laughs and cries 

with hellos and goodbyes.

This forty-two doubles the age you once were when we first became two-in-one and then began to grow…

two, three, four, six, seven, eight, 

nine, ten, eleven, twelve, 

fourteen...

and all because you shared a little of you and I shared a little of me,

through mountains and valleys, 

forests and streams,

through the depths and the shallows we

uncovered dreams 

we discovered together in a 

tub filled up with chimes 

and bubbles and bare skin 

from our toes to our clean chins 

and we couldn’t help growing 

our love everyday 

and we never forgot how to love 

when we play, 

and to play when we love, and to love

every day which adds up to something

like fifteen thousand, three hundred and

thirty odd days that we’ve loved each

other through the thick and through the

thin, throughout and through-in, 

a squeezebox, an old song, 

something rings true

when forty-two is the same as 

this me plus that you.

May 27, 2020